This is a bridge in Paris. You hang locks on it with the name of you & your boyfriend/girlfriend/best-friend then throw the key into the river. So even though the friend/relationship may end, you can’t remove the lock. It stays there forever, as relevance to someone once a part of your life.
call me old fashion.. but i dont like it that you message other guys saying that there super cute or just barly flirting… im sorry i dont like that.. if you saw messages from me saying another girl is super cute:) you would get mad.. alls i ask is you stop sending stuff like that when your dating me.. im glad you dont flirt or hit on anyone.. ..
im sorry.. it bugs me.. i am head over heels in love with you.. every ounce of my body is in love with you.. my heart will stop without you.. my blood wont flow without you… il stop breathing.. if i actually lose you.. no matter. how much you would want me back.. il die.. i cant be alone when im in love with you..
jess, i wanna marry you.. but its getting less probable… your wanting more breaks.. your having more doubts… your becoming unsure… ya… i know im to blame… im sorry… i will propose to you.. its just up to you to commit.. who knows maybe in two years you wont wanna be with me.. maybe you will turn me down.. and that would be the end… the ultimate rejection that would kill me..
you shouldnt even care about mack.. hes a douche.. ya it still hurts that you cheated on me with him… after i changed and was faithful.. and on your trip.. you told me you cheated way worse then i did.. look im tired of people cheating.. im faithful.. i know your faithful…. i just dont wanna be hurt.. you can really hurt me.. i dont care how much money and time i spend with you.. if any one of us is unfaithful il never talk to you again.. il tell my parents and il be done with life..
jessica. im sorry i dont like it that you have all those guys that hit on you in your phone and that you text them when im with you.. i feel like sometimes i dont even matter to you.. like you care what other people think instead of me.. like mack.. it hurt to see you still had sterlins number after you told me you cheated on him with me..
i forgave you.. you got off easy.. because i love you.. and i didnt want to lose you..
im sorry if you read this.. im just getting everything out.. i love you… i hope you dont get mad at me for this..
